Showing posts with label Pain. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Pain. Show all posts

Saturday, 13 March 2010

Dreams

What has happened?
Swimming against the tide, the rushing water spinning, spiraling towards the plug hole dragging me down.
I feel useless as i succumb to the forces that are pushing me under.
Her blonde hair, whips around her face like a fish caught in a net. Her eyes are staring at me with a blank composure, the piercing blue dulled to a milky tear drop. Her pursed lips, blood against her fair skin, drained of any emotion as she drowns.
Wailing around her, free from life are her limbs, clawing at the water as it escapes her every grasp and laughs at her meek attempt at saving herself.
Suicide blonde rips out her beating organ
as the pied Piper plays a song on her chest
music has left, Pandora's box is empty
that final jump blonde thought was best
Her chest is lifted abruptly into the air, her head thrown back as he gasps for one sip of air. Clawing at the sheets as they become loose, she tears them from beneath the matress. Breathing heavily and fast her eyes flick open and her surroundings embrace her.
The familiar smell of her inscense burnt room, the photos of her life.
One more dream as real as the prior and the one before that.

Monday, 20 April 2009

glass words.

these words that im singing
so brittle and small
glisten in sunshine
but silence to them all
these words i cry out loud are fragile
and smooth to touch
to hear to breath
these words are glass you see
their meaning through it all
here i get up to leave
with my glass words i turn to breathe
im not shy to speak my words
although these words like me inside
they can fall
and they can break
they can hurt
strike three im out of the game.

Saturday, 7 March 2009

lie to yourself.

deepest corner of my soul
the blackest pit with no control
im holding my heart
cradled and crying
praying whilst dieing
over-reacting
once more

im grinding my teeth to hold out the pain
my neck oh so stiff my stomache just as tight
ill be sick if i loose
my control
to keep me whole
in this hole
i call home

i block all the outsiders
even my own thoughts
and lie there in solace
in peace, broken
fighting with my own thoughts to shut them off
so i cant lie to myself