Alone with unease.

Here my body is, but my mind is elsewhere.
Lost in the dark of my dreams and fate.
Ive lost all hope i wallow in despare.
Twisting and turing and burning in hate.
All alone i cower in silence.
At unease with the people who are mean't to care
but their ignorance turns me to violence.
Inside my soul i fight. Unfair.
No know knows. I think i hide it well.
When i smile i scream and scratch.
I reach for a hand to hold and yell.
And second by minuite my parts detatch.
Alone, apart, try to patch my heart.
But a soul a friend her smile it helps
And numbs a piece of my pain.
A friend Lord, is she that holds
My soul in place to keep my sane.
Thankyou Lord for this friend she saves.
The lonliness and uneasiness.