Why the fuck talk ot me if your not going to talk to me? What start something to end it? Why pretend to be something your not and pop my rare balloon of happiness? Why would you act like you liked me then act like you don't? Why make me make the effort twenty4 seven?

Why am i retarded? Why don't they like me? Why am i the last one left? Why do i always do this to myself? Why can't i do something right for a change? Why do i have problems? Why am i always the friend? Why don't they ever want more? Why am i always reading too far into things? Why do i always question everything?

Why am i here? What am i needed for but to show them where they are going wrong?

Why do i create these situations? Why doesn't it ever work?