ill give my self up., theres no more i can do.

who was i kidding
here i am slipping
all the way back
its a one way track
the low hard beat
silent steps like your feet
walk along the contours
slamming all the doors
ripping up the floors
its out of my hand
its up to the band
who play the sounds of my heart.
plan each stab from the start
who could i fool
my hearts just a tool
i lied to myself
shoved my soul on the shelf
thought i could live life like a shell
so no one heard when i would yell
so that was all that i could sell
now i know
to myself i owe
i cant keep running
from all im shunning
ill give myself up
to save my soul
ill give myself up
to keep myself whole.