is there any point for me ?

is there any point for me
to keep on runing
to keep this shield i hide behind
is there any need for me
to stand here smiling
patiently
is it really necessary
for me to keep on fighting back
to stop the blackness
from callapsing on me
if i didnt would their be
somebody
to notice me
or my absence
is there any point for me
to keep this game
runing smoothly
is there any point for me.