Lost

Lost in the darkness that sweeps up the room
where the cold wraps my body in a misty cocoon
Lost in my thoughts of here now and then
momentry blindness comes creeping again
the seconds are minutes and hours are days
rapidity of time scares me so many ways
Lost as im falling through memories clear
shake them off but cling like a fear
they stick to my skin and wrap round my throat
wait for me to fall wait for me to choke
Lost in my dreams where im no longer happy
entice me with love then they do trap me
once again im falling and gaining
head first to the floor as if i am raining
nothing can stop me or put a halt to this madness
lost in my cocoon of wallowing sadness.