Curiosity Killed me. Once more.

This is absurd !!! I hate how someone still has the power to bring you down even when they are the one that left you. I though i had a hold on this feeling, i thought that i had it all bottled up the lid shut tight so no one could get in and nothing could get out but once again my powers are stunted when i am faced with curiosity i take a bite and i am sick, sick all over my new Prada bag over my Stella mcCarteney dress. what ever you want to compare happiness to i was sick all over that too. Thats what this feels like. After all that hard work i have ruined everything once again because i was curious!! After all that is what will kill me, why not get in some practice now eh ?