Tears

i can cry.
i do.
i sometimes cry just to hear it.
to see the droplets.
i cry for no reason.
i cry for more than one reason.
i cry because i know if i didnt i would doubt my existance.
i cry because the tears that form make me smile.
Tears are pretty.
How can they bring sadness.
tears come when i cry.
sometimes they dont.
i cry because i want it badly.
i cry because you dont.
i cry for the summer that rests on my eyelashes at the each of the day.
Tears on my eyelashes, wash away the summer.
Long gone is the summer now.
No traces are allowed to be laft.
I cry to take the pain away with the tears.

nothing

It's like we're playing a diffrent game
when i'm not told the rules
i'm blinded not knowing where i'm headed
and feel that we're acting such fools.
Theres this line infront of me
calling me coaxing me
try try try try try try try
one thin strip
one chance
i'll walk it because your there beneath me
ready with arms wide
to catch me
open them open them
my lids flicker and im half way there already
flip flop drip ....... DROP
down and down
further and darker
theres music and its hugging me tightly
too tightly
i cough open my mouth to scream but theres nothing there
a crack
loud in my ear
warmth envelopes my head, it feels nice
im still waiting for your arms to embrace me as i land.
theres no landing
just darkness.
just silence.
just nothing.

a kiss

The simpleset of things he could say i would smile
and the lightest of touches i could fly
with the soft of his lips
and the curves of his tongue
will my heart try to break from my chest.

forever will this candle beat

By this touch, the first of many
i light this hope and hold it high
i swear upon thy moon aopn thy sun
if i could i would never deny.

you have this, this is true
this flame, this heat
it burns but for you
since thus time our lips doth meet.

a knight in tights
with curly brown hair
deep brwon eyes glower bright
entwine with me thou maiden fair

hear me love or read aloud
this is my heart singing proud
your hand through which i pass this heat
forever will our candle beat.......


written by carolanne: 19\12\08

dreaming of you

When I close my eyes I dream of you.
Can't sleep at night 'cause I wanna be with you.
Don't want to live, don't want to cry
Without you by my side.
When I go to sleep at night I ask God to make my days bright.
I know he will do it - I know it is true.
Because he knows I only want to be with you.
I hear your voice inside my head.
I can imagine us together again.
I know it will happen - I know it is true;
Because I asked God if I can be with you.
I see you and I together again;
Holding hands and feeling the pain.
What a beautiful feeling - I wish it were true.
But I am only dreaming - dreaming of you.

A Knight in shinning armor

In this world full of hurt and pain,
I need someone who would help me through the rain.
To comfort me when Im sad,
Doing everything just to make me glad.
In this world I need a Brave Knight,
Who would never give up any fight.
A knight who would dry away my tears,
Telling me to overcome my fears.
A knight who loves me for who I am inside,
With him there's nothing more I need to hide.
A person who will still be standing strong,
Eventhough everything has gone wrong.
I need someone who is willing to give me more,
Someone I can call my Knight In Shining Armor.
In this world full of hurt and pain,
I need someone who would help me through the rain.
To comfort me when Im sad,
Doing everything just to make me glad.
In this world I need a Brave Knight,
Who would never give up any fight.
A knight who would dry away my tears,
Telling me to overcome my fears.
A knight who loves me for who I am inside,
With him there's nothing more I need to hide.
A person who will still be standing strong,
Eventhough everything has gone wrong.
I need someone who is willing to give me more,
Someone I can call my Knight In Shining Armor.

not the way

Who i am
makes me who i wanna be
that's the plan
but it never works that way

there'll be laughter in the air
when i roam
there'll be changes in the way
the world turns

oh!
its not the way you look,
or that way you speak
its the things you do
to be you
its not the way you dress
to fit in to be cool
its not the things you say
its the way you say it
with feeling from the heart

cos it smells nice
i've been wearing mens cologne
and my checkered shirt
they say i look like a hobo

i dont care
its who i really am
its my hair
too notty too blonde all i can do

oh!
its not the way you look,
or that way you speak
its the things you do
to be you
its not the way you dress
to fit in to be cool
its not the things you say
its the way you say it
with feeling from the heart

counting numbers in my head

counting numbers in my head
helps me when i lie in bed
and when my mind begins to drift
theres a place it find i cant seem to lift
im drifting in and out of sleep
i dont know whats real or whats a dream
my fingers are tingling my head snaps up
and there you are at the foot of my bed
my eyes are shut but i sense you
my head feels dizzy i sway but stay
i dont want to fall asleep
i dont want to wake up
either way i would be losing you
counting numbers in my head
stops my dreams from driving to that place
snip snap tick tock click clack
radom silence encapsulates my mind
gripping the side of the building im falling
i cant stop this free fall
but i know the ground is somewhere beneath me
i just dont know where or when
closer and closer yet looks further anf further
im telling the girl in the window to shut up
to stop her scream its hurting me
i look and shes got tears in her eyes
i look and she wearing a disguise
that looks just like me
shes falling too
her hair is perfectly normal though
she cant be falling
can i be falling?
am i her ?
is she me?
can i stop ?

The story of my body.

Inside me, in the middle of my chest, theres an organ called a heart . This organ seems to feeel the need to beat twice as fast when i am near you. i dont know why this is. Do i love you ? Is that the reason my stomach tightens and i seem to talk of but rubbish? I dont know. All i know is that this organ in the middle of my chest seems to play when you are near me.

I have began to realise that its not just my heart and my stomach that seem to act oddly around you. Its my hands too, they seem to have a mind of their own when you come closer, they want to reach out, to hold on to your big protective hands. I dont know why ? I have to stop them, to tell them that this is inapropriate. They will soon learn.

Then theres the story of my head, i mean come on cant this body of my give me a rest? When ever he is near me i can sense it and automatically turn to look into those deep brown eyes.... what am i saying???? Yes my head raises to him, my eyes go all doey and i cant stop it ! its absurd !

Maybe this is what love is meant to feel like? like an emotion you cant control, that is never to be put under chains, not that it could if you tried. I dont know whether i like this feeling? It makes me feel useless.

The most unusual thing has been said to me today. Apparently he hass the sme problems with his head as i do. I was told today that his head didnt listen to him and was looking at me, without my knowledge, for more than 5 minuites. How odd? And now he is giving into his hands too and letting them wrap themselves around me. Should i like this as much as i do? I may have to give in to this emotion once and for all.

Maybe our lips will get their own way as well.

keep me

smart eyes you have they look into my soul

pretty eyes there browner than piece of coal

intensive eyes they bare a thousands word to be said

warm eyes they bring me hope when i feel down



take my hand and pull me away



you gota be real for me as your pulling me in to your chest

hold me tight never let this feeling rest

i wanna fall into your soul where you can keep me forever



your voice is wraps around my heart each time

your voice is stronger and it speaks as mine

your voice can capture my creativity

your voice is quickly a part of me



take my hand and pull me away


you gota be real for me as your pulling me in to your chest
hold me tight never let this feeling rest
i wanna fall into your soul where you can keep me forever