lacking

Spinning out of control

my life leaves the track

takes to the skies

where i wont get it back

the smell of hopelessness

gasses my nose

disappointment emitted

rapidly grows

i cant take the feeling

crawling over my skin

the taste of my spirit

melting within

i sit up in my room

and think of all the qualities

i lack

why cant they cant accept

i cant go back

i cant change

days by week my feelings change.