returned

can't explain
with loss of breath
knocked from my lungs
pain
it hurts
help

and over and over again
i bring my knees to my chest
when will this beating end
so the pain will stop


it seems once again
i set myself up for this
when will i learn
when will i see
that ill just have to wait till when
not longer do i yearn
for his love returned

and then i can let go